May 30, 2005

The evil of head colds

So I have had this head cold for the last week and a half now. My ears keep popping every five minutes, my head feels like it's stuffed with cotton, and my sinuses are pretty much as hard as a rock. I've tried everything. Nothing works. I even bought some Claritin-D but that stuff just made me sleepy. It's evil. Meanwhile I have to keep going to work. Just two more days though. Thank god!

So I really am thinking about quiting the Vitamin Shoppe. The thing is I don't like the company, they screw everyone over. They upped the pay scale but they didn't increase anyone's current salary, which hello, is so rude. I know a lot of companies do this but their reasoning for upping the pay scale was so that they would be able to hire people and keep them. Well that doesn't make any sense when people like Brad and Ana who have been with the company more than four years will be earning either the same as or less than someone who just gets hired today or tomorrow. Then those people who have been with the company will want to leave.

At the same time I really like working with Ana. Working with creepy Jared, rude Mike, and doesn't-show-up-to-work Pierre I could live without. But I feel bad for Ana because her staff is a little lacking to be desired, at the same time I know they are very loyal to Ana and they will help her out when and if she needs it. So if I leave, not a big deal. I will be screwing over Ana but she will understand. It's not like she really fought to have me there. She asked to have me put there. She did almost quit when they put this other guy there instead of me but that was because that Jim guy went behind her back when he said that he was going to keep her in the loop. But she came back before they said they would put me in there. And they did make it seem like they weren't going to put in that store because Jim did call and was like, oh well sorry, now that Ana is back we don't need you anymore. She didn't seem to broken up about it, but who knows.

Now I'm about to get ready to leave. Jared is suppose to pick me up since there is no bus today because of the holiday. Evil bus system. I better get ready to go. I have no idea when he is coming. He better remember to pick me up! I'll kill him if he doesn't.

TTYL!

Laterz!

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May 29, 2005

School is over and then it starts again...

So I got a B+ is CL2 which is awesome. I bet if I did the extra credit projects I might have gotten an A- but sleep was so much more important. Anyway in about a week my classes for summer start. Woohoo! Ugh!

I hate working at Vitamin Shoppe, again. I should have just found anotehr job and kept working there part time. It's not I don't know the company, well I don't cause they did screw me over, but it's my staff. I really only get along with Ana. Jared is okay but weird to work with. I don't really like working with him at all. And the two full timers who work there I don't like working with at all because they don't listen to me. Ugh!

So why do I want to travel an hour and 15 minutes to put up with these people? I have no idea.

I am thinking of trying to find a new job, something Monday through Friday 9am to 5pm. It would be nice. But I feel bad for Ana cause she is my friend and for Linda our new District Manager because she has been really nice to me. We will see how it goes.

TTYL!

Laterz!

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May 9, 2005

Done! Done! Done!

Finally! I'm finished! I've just finished the very last essay for Children's Lit 2 that I will ever have to do! So far I have B+ in the class, I doubt the teacher will give me an A- because I've missed so many classes but I don't care, I'm just glad that it's over with! My last essay sucked. In my defense the book sucked too! But the last three essays that I just did today are really good. I hope he likes them a lot. I'll finish posting up all of the essays later this week. I'm just so happy because I'm done! DONE! DONE! DONE!

My mom is coming to visit me on Thursday. this is much cause for stress because 1) I have to clean, 2) I have to hid some of the computer stuff I have, 3) I have to do some more work on the paintings that I haven't done, 4)No one in my family knows about Morty. There is a long story as to how and why they never found out, but I really dont' feel like going into that right now. I'm just going to pack up my things and great ready for her. *sigh*

Well on the plus side, I managed to get Jen off the phone so I could finish my work. I felt bad, cause I was really close to being done, but she just wanted to go on and on about her day and how frustrated she was. There are just some times when you can't deal with people, and when you are about to finish the last essay that you ever have to do for a class, while that's one of those times. She understands though, plus I told her I would call her back after I got out of class today.

I hope the class is short. I don't want to be there forever tonight. There are many things that I need right now, sleep is one of them.

Well it's time to head out now. If I leave now I might have a chance to go to BBKing and get a crispy chicken sandwhich, they have the best ones. I might go to Wendy's though to save time.

TTYL!

Laterz!

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May 3, 2005

Help for victims

So I found this website about a month ago and then I lost it. I liked it because it really talked about aquaintance rape and what victims went through. It really explained a lot to me about why I am the way that I am. I am not sure if this is the same website but it is just as good and really explained to me why I have the issues I do with sex. I use it to for power, which, nah duh, but I guess seeing it makes me feel like I'm not the only one. So I decided to share. TTYL!

Take care everyone!

Laterz!

Women's Web --- Violence Against Women: Acquaintance Sexual Assault/Date Rape

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When I was two (2) years old I was sexually abused. The situation of course was well handled by Child Protective Services and my parents. When I was seventeen (17) years old I fell victim to what they call an acquaintance rape, meaning that I was raped be someone who I knew.

This weblog will be a record of my journey through recover. At times some of the entries well be dark and will discuss the events around both incidents. Other times this will merely be a record of things that have happened to me throughout my day.

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