November 23, 2004
Spammers!
The evil spammers have attacked yet again! I really don't understand why they keep coming back here. I'm very sorry that they do. I hope that people aren't going to stop coming because of them. Anyway I think it's sick of them to post links to sites about incest when this is the web blog of someone who was sexually abused by her brother. Tell me that's not sick! You people are seriously messed up and are pissing me off to no end. I know you probably won't stop posting your sick links but I'm begging you not to.
I was sexually abused and then later raped for christ sakes! I don't want your stupid porn links de-grading my site and my life anymore than it has already been de-graded. So just fuck off!
On a happier note I'll be leaving day after tomorrow for DE. God I really wish I was going back to MD instead but stupid everything has to be in DE. It's evil really. Well TTYL!
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November 15, 2004
Woohoo! It's Monday
Okay my hip is totally killing me. I even asked my freaky co-worker what he thought it could be. I only ask him things like that when I think it's really really needed. He knows a lot about muscles and stuff so most of the time he understands, and if you aren't like too graphic about it you don't have to worry about how much of a prevert he is. Anyway he had no clue. But what is hurting is the area right where around where my hip meets my pelvis but only in the front. And then the back of my thigh. It's killing me. I can't fall asleep cause it hurts so much. And it hurts when I sit or lay down. It's evil!
Okay so since I found out that the guy that I like is totally in love with someone else, who happens to be a very good friend of mine, I've been kind of down. Okay very down! But I'm trying to cheer up. I need to! My friend in DC says that I should totally try to get back at him and tell the girl he likes about the crush but I don't know if I can. I mean, if it was last year I probably would but right now the most important thing to me is that Emmitt is resting his head on my foot. I know that sounds weird but it's really cute. Emmitt isn't a cuddler but when he does it feels great cause his fur is extra soft. (is in heaven). My point is it doesn't really matter because well it's just part of life so why fight it.
God I don't think I can go to class tomorrow/today. At least not my first one. My hip hurts to much. Oh well. I'll e-mail my teacher to let her know. I just wish this whole hip thing would go away and that I could get on with my life. Fuck maybe I'll just move to a different city. Somewhere were it's not so fucking cold! Sorry but if I can talk about child abuse then I should be able to use that word. UGH!
This is so troublesome.
Laterz!
:( :x
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November 14, 2004
Again with the spammers!
Okay seriously! Why are you spamming me? No one comes to this site except for me! And I don't even come every day! I mean my life isn't that interesting so that people come here and see what I write every day! So stop with the spamming already!
On the plus side I just ordered pineapple pizza. Oh and I'm watching CCS. That's Card Captor Sakura for those of you out there who don't know about it. I love it. I now have 6 out of 18 of the DVD's. I don't have the first season yet but I have most of the second and third season. And it's so funny. Right now I'm watching the one where Kereberos first meets Spinel Sun but that's when Spinel Sun is in his Suppi form and Kereberos is in his Kero form, they are both too cute! I'll write more after my pizza comes!
Laterz!
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November 9, 2004
Woohoo!
It's Tuesday, it's Tuesday! Why am I so excited? Because I made it all the way through Monday! Plus tomorrow I'll get to meet new Vitamin Shoppe people. Since a lot of guys who like to work out decided to work at good ol' VS there is a chance that one of them might be really cute. Granted he won't flirt with me or anything but it's always nice to work with cute people.
There was this one guy that used to work for us, every girl was in love with him. Okay not in love with him but he was really hot. He was also engaged. So we never tried to make a move on him but he was just nice to work with. *grins*
Well I'm being forced to go home for X-mas and for Thanksgiving. I don't mind so much for Thanksgiving. But for X-mas. I would like to go down a little bit longer so I can at least see my friends. I think for X-mas I'll only stay a few days and come back here ASAP so I can go back later when everyone isn't trying to spend time with their families and they can spend time with me!
I'm working on a new work out schedule. I want to loose at least five pounds before X-mas. Five isn't a lot, but it will at least put me a little bit closer to my BMI and probably no one will be able to tell but me but that's not the point. I am doing this for my health.
And now I'm gonna be late for school! AHH! MUST GO TO SCHOOL!
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November 7, 2004
Evil Spammers!
Seriously people. You need to find something better to do than to spread links to sites that people don't want to go to. Geez!
Anyway nothing much has been going here. I'm sorry the Cams are still down. When I say nothing much has been going on I mean in the way of, I'm too busy with school to do much of anything else other than to work on that.
However. I did get a DVD burner which is really cool! Woohoo! Don't ask me how to use it. I'm still trying to figure that out. But you know. I like it anyway cause it also burns CDs. Anyway...
I got my key back from Jared, finally. The jerk left in the safe at work and didn't tell me about it. Can you believe that! If someone gave me their key so I could look after their pets I would asked how they wanted the key back. Whatever. No birthday card for him!
I can't get in touch with my friend Sue. I don't know what's going on with her. I'm a little worried. I left like 15 messages. I'm not kidding, there were actually probably more. I'll have to start calling her again later today. She might be asleep right now. Unlike me who hasn't been able to go to sleep these last few days. I don't know why at all either.
Well TTYL!
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November 3, 2004
Packin' it up...
Alright. I'm totally moving to Sweden! I have lost my faith in the American people. Okay not really. I love America. I love the American people. I just really really don't like George Bush. And I wish he hadn't won the election. Granted they are saying it's not over yet but, well it seems like it is. So I'm going online right now and getting ready for my big move to Sweden. Granted I don't speak the language but at least they will stay neutral during the World War 3 that Bush is going to cause.
Oh well, I always wanted to move to Europe.
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November 1, 2004
Back from vacation!
So my mini-break is over. I'm back in Boston. There isn't really much to say right now except guys suck! I'm sorry. But I totally asked this guy if he liked another girl, keep in mind that I did and probably still do like this guy. But he totally lied to me. He totally told me that he thought the other girl was cute but that he didn't like her. EVIL! Evil lying guy!
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